I started writing this blog when the poker was burning hot and poking me all over constantly every time I looked at him, felt his presence, read his name on the screen of my phone, woke up alone in bed but since then I have been on some journey. The question most people ask, are you still together? Well we will get to that point because what I have realised is there is no destination point only the journey and boy what a journey it has been these last 18 months.